Its quite long from what i know...since i last saw you...
As much as i want to know how you're doing, i realised i have no courage to ask you that.
Its surprising how a dream, can make you realise so many things.

I haven't forgotten about you. Even though its been so long, so so long.
I've tried to move on, to do and meet other people.
But no one comes close to you.

You seemed happy in the dream. And it seemed as though it was those happy memories and days that we had spent together. I had so many questions to ask you. But you didn't say a word. But just brought me to the places that we go to. And knowing that you're the only one beside me. I felt relieved even though i know it's not what it seems in reality.

Your smile, melted every single doubt i had.
Your caring attitude, finally gave me the security that i have yearned for so long.
I just wanted to stay in your embrace, for as long as i can remember, for as long as i can.
Your warmth, i have forgotten how it had felt.

But just as dreams end, your face started to fade.
And...i found myself...lonelier than ever...
I don't even know if i want to tell you i'm leaving...

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