Hahaha...off days are meant to be spent at places you least expect...
I think i coud get used to this lifestyle...of sipping coffee and surfing the net at relaxing coffee places and malls...
Though the coffee is freaking huge...i think my caffeine intake has increased tremendously in a span of 2 hours...ok...so i'm supposed to help my mum....i'm supposed to be relaxing...and i'm supposed to read up...
Will be reporting back to work tomorrow and 3 more days till the weekend woohoo~
Ok...i still need to settle some stuff right before i fly off....now all i need is a place to spend my days in Aussie...
Today's my mum's bday...hoping that she will not be doing shit work till 9+...irritating i tell you...

Labels: random rants

有时。。。当你觉得。。。五年的感情，友情，爱情。。。以熄灭。。。
我终于要离开新加坡了。其实领走前最想要见的人是你。。。还有很多很多事情想要跟你说。。。

你还记得当我们第一次见面吗？我还记得。。。你是个大坏蛋！终是欺负我。。。还记得。。。每天要我帮你拿东西如功课等等。。。其实当时我根本对你没有感觉。。。反而。。。我满讨厌你的。。。

还记得你喜欢她的时候。。。天天要我的帮助。。。当她出国留学时。。。还记得你想送她的礼物。。。渐渐我们开始向兄妹一样。。。有的没得都会见面。。。当时。。。我还是笨笨的。。。一直当你是哥哥。。。

可惜。。。始终。。。有些事情。。。像挽回。。。已经太迟了。。。。只能忠心的祝福你。。。。
你始终还是在我的心里。。。虽然我遇见的人也不少。。。但终是没有忘记你。。。。也许我真的明白。。“爱一个人。。不等拥有。。而是放下。。要他幸福。。。要他快乐。。。”

我不望想我们真经在一起的时刻。。。也不会挣取还能和你在一起的可能。。。
我要走了。。。其实我想跟你说这句话。。。也许。。。永远都不能有那个勇气再面对你。。。。
我爱你。。。我真的爱你。。。

Labels: Letters to "H"

Finally...i've got great news! I'll be leaving for school this coming June. It seems that leaving Sg to study in Aussie was really inevitable. As exciting as it is, i'm still not very used to being away without my family around...

I think its all about getting used to. There are so many things i want to do and want to achieve there. Perhaps its really a great chance to start all over. To start from scratch. To learn and rediscover things that i have not yet learn.

Obviously, i'll miss a lot of people. I've recently come to know more and more people from forums and have grown rather attached to all of them. I'm lucky. In a sense, i get to be accquinted to people easily, thus knowing more people and being closer to all of them.

Ok so from now on i have to learn how to do the following:

1.) Iron clothes
2.) Wash clothes
3.) Cook
4.) Dry my clothes

It's time to really really be independent. I'll have to also learn to be thrifty and prudent of the things that i do. Obviously since i have to fly off in July, i'll not be able to sign up for my piano lessons as planned. I'll not be sure if i will be learning driving. I'll have to quit my job by May, which will definitely disappoint my boss. I mean i really enjoy working with her...but maybe its just very untimely and i really want to study.

Its a time for growth and independence. Its time i learn to grow up. And pursue what i really want.

Labels: Aspirations