You come and go in my life... you're really an adhoc bf. Just that i don't mention about it.
Whenever you msg me, saying we should meet up. We always get into another emotional level.
Sometimes i tell myself to just enjoy the moment. And let the rest go for just a little while. To let me indulge in this little happiness.

When you go. I can't stop thinking about you. Hoping to get to talk to you soon. But i know its impossible. And soon, i'll forget all about you. And i won't attempt to make any single contacts with you. I won't. And then i'll forget about you. Until your next call or msg. We are so on and off. Just like a fling. Psychologically, i can take it. Emotionally i can't. But what can i say?

I wanted somethings like that. Now, i have to learn to let you go. And go back to the usual pace again. I cried again. After so long. After so so long. Does this show that i do have feelings for you?
I really wished i could stay happy. But its so hard. I think its because i love to play and fool around that i got myself always in this kind of situation. I want you to come to me. I always wanted you to.